she is sullen n too thin. she starves herself to get rid of sin.n the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin. she takes dad's scissors to her skin n when she does relief comes setting in while she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes.she gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar after two drinks she's a loser after three drinks she's a star getting all nostalgic as she sings "I Will Survive". hey baby can u bleed like me?? comon baby can u bleed like me??

sadie hawkins dance!
in my kahki pants!
there's nothing better
ohohOH!
the girls ask the guys
it's always a surprise
there's nothing better
baby, do you like my sweater?

meet shana she likes laughing, photography, art, writting, kids, music, new friends, having fun, cold showers, rain, smeared make-up, hair dye, beautiful lyrics, breakdowns, the sent of gasoline, helping people, old pictures, lots of eyeliner, guitar, suprises, complex people, the simple way that beautiful things are explained, perfume that smells like soapy hotel shower sex, & nervous hands. she is weak for boys in girl pants & tight shirts. she hates people that are homophobic. she's open minded and speaks her mind like its leaking. she likes to smoke ciggarettes and she is often called a pot-head. she likes lipstick. hairdye. DRUGS. eyeliner. music. big boots. fishnets. glitter. short skirts. talking about lover suicide. VODKA. summertime. creepers. japanese. CIGARETTES. manic phases. save the world. dirty hair. lovers. listen to the meaning. pink bows. belmont and clark. being out of control in my mind and body. safety pins. midnight prowls. chicago. cheap deals. illegal. punk rock. not noticing that my body's rotting. memories. WASTED MOSTLY. sexy. concerts. wanting to be marilyn and audrey. writing. being infamous in my towns's dirty streets.old converse. Eyelashes and loud music...... ²

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